Dreams

Can they infiltrated dreams as well? I don't put it pass them, most of my dreams ( if you can called it that) has been about that little girl. What is she? Who is she? What does it have to do with me? Some could be my imagination, others seem to be more graphic in nature. Like the torture they been doing to her. There's one particular dream that deserve mention, it relates to Candle Cove.

In that dream, she represented one of the lost children or more specific the fallen avatars. The show had these two characters, Janice and David, who represent the good and the bad avatars of the cove, who, if I recalled correctly, where called by the cove. But they weren't the only ones, none have succeed on gaining the treasure. I'm getting off-topic.

That girl was forever trapped in the cove since she failed the trials. The weird thing about the fallen avatars is that they are forever trapped in bliss. Always playing, always happy, but weirdly enough they were crying. They are laughing, but having the tears of sadness in their eyes. I felt bad for her. I woke up crying.

Can't really sleep anymore, I miss that. When your dreams are the only comfort of real life, oh well. Have a happy new year. I hope my next year would be better.

what happenned two weeks ago.

Sorry I haven't update if my plan worked or not. I been having trouble sleeping. When I do sleep, I wish I haven't. These devilish images, all revolving around that little girl. Not all of them are monstrous, some were actually pleasant. Like I was her dad or big brother, having fun and games. D does appeared, but he is just watching us. Like a creepy guardian. Ha, I'm talking D as a guardian. Yeah, right. Speaking of D.

Two weeks ago, I set up a kind of a double date with the woman, one of the children, Dante and Jane. Jane is Dante's girlfriend. I wanted to see, if it was my paranoia that confuses Dante for D. I know, I'm like a broken record. It just. I don't know. Why did I betrayed her trust?

I met her in a restaurant in the city. She dressed up, even though her paranoia and constant alert was still there. We were having a good time. Hell, it felt like a real date. We barely mentioned our little problem. Just two normal folks in a restaurant. Time pass by. I couldn't believe she never asked why we were in a table for four. I should have said something. That's when Dante and Jane arrived. Jane apologizes for their lateness.

My "date" look at them. She froze. She was staring at Dante. I could feel her fear. She looked at me. She was looked at me, as if I betrayed her. I know, it sounds like an overreaction. You have to understand she was facing the doppelganger for our devil. Dante was a bit confused.  He tried to say hello, my date snapped.

"No. No. I knew this was too good to be true. You aren't taking me yet. No. I was careful." She said, almost pleading to Dante. Who is very bamboozled by now. She started to cry. Cat caught my tongue, I didn't know what to do. What to say. She ran off, shocking everyone. Dante said something sarcastic, that prompt Jane to shut him up. I apologizes to them and went after her. I looked around, I couldn't find her. I was then bump by a guy with a white hoodie, I murmur jerk. The guy stop for a second, but went on his merry way.

I went back to the restaurant. I made up a story for what happened. I said she was suffering from PTSD, and I left it like that. I hope she read this. I'm sorry. I hope you are fine. Bless return my messages. I will explained. Please.

Nature

Nature is truly the most destructive force out there. No matter how we have advanced in technology, nature will always find a way. The hurricane or super storm  got me thinking these past couple of days. Maybe Legion and my imaginary friend are forces of nature. They appeared and death follows. No feasible way to stop them. I believe I'm not the only one in this struggle against them. I also believe they have been doing this since the dawn of time or close to it. That last statement is just speculation, but their nature. It seems quite old. How can they live so long?

My meetings with them have most of the time been in woods or the cove. Hmm, Candle Cove is about finding the treasure of the cove. The show in itself, is not paranormal. Let me rephrase that. It was created by man, not by any monsters or abominations. But both are related somehow. If I never watched that show, would I ever encounter them? I believe not. I don't know that for sure, maybe they would have treated me different.

I still having nightmares about that little girl. My imaginations is quite macabre. I have visions of her been tortured by my imaginary friend. Using its tentacles to slowly corrupt her. The funny thing, she never was scared, nor did she cry from the pain. She was mellow, I could even say this is normal for her. Thank God, it's just a dream. I can't possibly imagine, what  they are actually doing to her. She maybe even part of Legion. Could she? All Legion "members" I have seen, have been young adults to older, never any children. What do I know about their "hierarchy", maybe the little girl is the boss of them all. They only showing me her, just to fuck with me. I just don't know. Hmm, at least I have found another that seen the show. I may contacted her soon.  Hopefully, I will get that missing piece I need to complete the puzzle, that has become my life.

A Lucid Dream

I had a dream, last night. I was in those woods, listening to the sound of waves and children laughter. I saw a man, not the same as the young man, nor the other people that accompany him. This one was dress as a scientist. I couldn't pick up how he looked like, but I could tell he wasn't with them. I was trying to understand what he was trying to tell me. Not that he was speaking with a different language, but as if he was far away. He was a bit erratic. All I could hear from him was that his name is Doctor M-something and he was sorry.

He looked concerned and looking around. Maybe, those soothing sounds was muting his voice. Now, that i remember, the trees didn't looked like normal trees. I believe it's normal for a dream. I could make out the doctor trying to scream, only making out the word "Legion". Then, as if I was push away. I fell into another dream. This one was about a woman and a little girl, I felt familiar. As if I see them before, the girl spoke. She said "Dad." I looked upon her face, she was my daughter.

It couldn't be. I wasn't married, nor did I had a child. Did I? No. I'm certain. My dream wife gave me a plate of my favorite food. Skirt steak with mashed potatoes. I tasted, I could feel that delicious meat in my mouth. It felt like was reliving a memory. Then I heard a "No", it was the voice of that man. The young man. I looked around. I saw him behind me, he smiled. Then, I woke up in a cold sweat.

What was the meaning of this? I need to go to a psychiatrist soon. I keep seeing that young man. Is he in my head? Who was that doctor guy?  What is Legion? I hope I'm not possess by the Devil.